Wysep

I'm back with new ideas and some stuff that I'll post in matter of days. Today I'll show you a short poem I wrote for my friend. It's something that one could compare to Slasher from WoD. Other things I've got for you are poem, Forced Adventures and some fun with Dead Island - answer of one character from Dead Island - Epidemic to Sam B - Who do you voodoo.

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Wracam po sporej przerwie. Odzyskałem nieco energii i mam teraz czas na nowe rzeczy. Dziś wrzucam coś po angielsku, ale jutro pojawi się tekst po polsku umieszczony w tym samym świecie co Biały Kruk, ale dotyczący kompletnie innej postaci i sytuacji. Następnie, podczas dokańczania drugiej części Białego Kruka, którego wady pokazał mi czas, wrzucę krótkie opowiadanie w świecie około cyberpunkowym. Co dalej? Czas pokaże. 

Soon I will have one poem and secound part of Misunderstood Company. Later on I will be focusing mostly on Polish works due to my work but hey, could be worse.

Cheers.
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W najbliższych dniach wrzucę Stare Blizny czyli pierwszą część opowiadania opartego na kampanii Wilkołaka w Wodzie z tego roku i drugą część Białego Kruka. Możliwe też, że szarpnę się na tłumaczenie wiersza, który napiszę po angielsku dla jednej znajomej. 

W sumie to tyle, bo w tym momencie mam mało czasu.
Cheers.

What do I even... Why... Allright. I hate such things but I'll do it for you, geez.
I was tagged by  

RULES I still think it's stupid. I mean, you could ask me those question in person or sth.
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 facts about themselves. // fml
3. Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag. // I guess not + We have common friends or sth.
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons in your journal. // Nope.
5. Not something like "You are tagged if you read that".
6. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
7. No tag-backs.
8. You can't say that you don't do tags. Unless you don't. |D // I don't.
9. You MUST make a journal entry! Or I'll find you, mwahahahaha. // Well, come on then, we will have some tea or sth. Bring your gf too.

The facts about me
1. I've got heterochromatic eyes. One is blue and the other is green. Difference is only visible in bright light or when you pay close attention to them.
2. I write all sort of things and I would like to live just by doing so but it probably won't happen.
3. I'm in Italy right now.
4. I'm RPG player.
5. I was co-creator of PBCH project wich failed after they removed me, forcefully, from the team due to one mans greed.
6. I'm going to live in Warsaw, in like a month.
7. I'm going to finish Bioinformatics with big project that can lead to creation of cure for atherosclerosis.
8. I'm going to start my own youtube series if all goes right.
9. If all goes as planed I will create indie movie. It will be Disney-like one.
10. Oh, right. Right now I'm heading back to depression, wich I fought few months ago and I though I won. Well, it was a lie. Just like Portal's cake.
11. - A little bonus - I'm doing some amateur sand sculptures, yay!

Questions // Do you really want to know all of this. I'm afraid that you won't be happy with all of them.
1. What gives you happiness in your life?
My little sister, smell of freshly cut grass, succeses in sth I like, bringing smile to other people, feeling important to somebody, RPG, novels.

2. What are you afraid of?
Loosing something important to me, loneliness, becoming something I hate, failing my own expectations.

3. What kind of music do you like?
Anything that sounds good, so any genre.

4. Your biggest dream?
Except achieving inner peace - to be succesfull enough in life to be able to fulfill dreams of people most important to me.

5. Are you working somewhere?
Yeah, in my own, little buissnes. My motto is: I can do it better and cheaper. (Counts only as T-shirts, shirts, cups etc.)

6. What do you think about LGBT?
They steal best girls and boys out there from heterosexuals...
But srsly.
To cut long story short: I belive they are happier then many people becouse they were able to accept part of themselves that normally would be hidden. Everyone posseses dark secrets and sometimes they are fighing with them and that is something that takes happienes away. LGBT are closer to happienes. On the other hand it isn't something new. Well except T I guess. In Poland the dumbest thing that was ever done were Pride Parades. They made so many people hate LGBT and they helped homophobia rise in hearts of people all around country. Even in my, highly tolerant family.

7. What kind of art is your favorite?
Anything that takes me in some kind of adventure. It could be a story written by somebody, it could be a good picture or photo or even music. It depends. As much as I love pictures and paintings I am extremly jelous of people that are able to create them. Basicly everything that I will find interesting.

8. Do you hate tags as much as I do? XD
I find them irrational and stupid, no offence. I just think that it's better to just talk to people instead of shooting some random questions in the world. If world wants to know me it can ask as well. There is no need for sth like this. But, hey! You asked so here you go, Raven.

9. What is the biggest common mistake in people's life?
Fast paced life. People are running around like creazy ants and are blind to everything that is beautyfull. They can run past happienes and never notice it. They got consumed by corporations, they are loosing dreams, hopes and future for the sake of money. They aren't getting any happienes from little succeses just running past them. It's most common, biggest and most teryfing of all mistakes, in my opinion. Just try to take slow walk in the middle of a day and look at people and world around you. It's scary how they are always running, always angry, always blind. How they ignore people in need becouse they are too busy with they own lives. Sad, sad story.

10. Do you believe in love?
And this is bloody dangerous question. And if you are not ready for some cynicism just don't read it.
Yes and No.
Yes, becouse I belive that my sister loves me. I belive that children are able to love trully but we are taking it away from them. I belive that love still exists somewhere far away from us, where our broken civilization can't reach. I belive that on Mars there is possibility to create Utopia and change something. I belive that there are people that are able to love even someone they didn't meet. I belive in all of this but still there is...

No. Becouse I was hurt so many times by people I loved. No, becouse I was left behind so many bloody times like useless piece of furniture that you no longer need - It served its purpose and now you throw it away. No, becouse we lost understanding of word "love" and we are using it too often making it useless. No, becouse in society with so strong devaluation to certain emotions I can't stand watching people wear T-shirts with this stupid, ridiculus prints "I somebullshit". I can't stand overhearing this 15 years old kids shouting "I love you" and one week later "I hate you". I can't stand that most people don't understand that love is about mutual respect and care for each other. I can't stand that your closest family members are just humans that are as fragile and as broken as any human being. No, becouse I witnessed to many terrible deeds that people who "love each other" are doing to themselves. No, becouse I helped to many people get over loss of somebody they loved. No, becouse I can't stand that it could be so bloody blind to throw people that aren't worth it into arms of great people and after decade make the later regret it. No, becouse for, like, fifteen years I, so many times, felt left alone and not loved even by family members. No, becouse "love" in reality hides desire, egoism and lies.

On the other hand... Yes. Yes, yes, yes. It's simple. I'm romantic. I'm naive, romantic guy that dreams of true love and I always will be. There isn't much more to it. I will always fall for love traps, I will alwas get hurt but I won't change that one last thing. Becouse when I do. Well, I will change in sth I hate. And as you already know, I'm afraid of it. Without my rules, who will I become?


Here you go. I must admit it wasn't that easy. It cost me a bit, meaby even some tears, thinking and accepting a bit of myself once more.
Don't get me wrong. I don't want you to cheer me up. I don't want someone to say "oh poor thing". I'm done with silent screams for help. I'm just honest. That's all. I could lie about things, I could just say Yes and No to last question, I could ignore whole tag thing but what's the point in that? Secrets are boring if you won't reveal them. Have a nice day, Raven.

P.S. Send me this poem I wrote for you and Foss, I should do the opposite side this time for you. And smile, becouse happienes is the most important thing you can get and sometimes it's free

As the time ticks by, it appears I don't have as much time as I belived I will. I'm still going to post next part but I don't really know how long it will take. It could be tommorow or in few weeks due to holidays. On the bright side I already know what is going to happen. There is one more thing. I will post around 2 pieces in polish each time before I will post sth in english. It can change - depends on what people will like and what will they hate but right now I'm going to stay true to that proportion.

Cheers!

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Zaczynają się wyjazdy i nagle całe moje plany nabierają dziwnego tempa. Z tego powodu możliwe, że utnę nieco prac i po powrocie postnę większa paczkę. Mam już, choćby, Polowanie na Białego Kruka, ale siedzę nad poprawkami, researchem i próbuję doprowadzić całość do stanu, który mi się spodoba, bo pisanie podczas choroby okazuje się nie tak skuteczne jak w normalnych warunkach.

Muszę ogarnąć dyktafon - pomysły przychodzą i odchodzą, a to niezdrowe, bo coś całkiem niezłego może przepaść. (Miałem pomysł na kolejne kawałki na DA i kompletnie wyleciały mi z głowy ;/)

Cheers!

Sesja się kończy, zaczyna się nowy okres życia, a klawiatura rusza w tan.

Postaram się od jutra wrzucać co około 2-3 dni jakiś kawałek w proporcji 2:1 polskie:angielskie.
 
Większość prac składać się będzie albo ze starszych prac, które poddam obróbce albo z czegoś pisanego tylko na ten portal. Każda część językowa doczeka się swojej serii opowiadań i tak jak angielska ma "The Forced Adventures of Misunderstood Company", które jest dziełem raczej lekkim, tak mam zamiar stworzyć serię pod roboczą nazwą "Polowanie na Białego Kruka" - opowiadanie dark fantasy o dużo cięższym wydźwięku. Możliwe, że z biegiem czasu dodam nowe serie, ale póki co opierać się będę na tych dwóch i jednostrzałach w postaci wierszy czy krótkich kawałków. 

Jako, że czuję ograniczeń jeśli chodzi o gatunek - na jutro planuję opowiadanie osadzone w świecie anime/mangi Bleach. 

To tyle,
Cheers

PS. Brak polskich znaków w tytule jest irytujący...